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genji shimada | 島田源氏 ([personal profile] flowlikewater) wrote2017-04-03 07:59 pm

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( GENJI IS WITH YOU )
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[personal profile] kuyamu 2017-05-07 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ god, he knew this was coming. but it was a risk he had to take to spare himself tomorrow's agony. besides, he's pleasantly hazy right now, enough that bickering with Genji feels good; none of the usual matted clump of dark, conflicted feelings. ]

Yes yes, gloat if you must
As it is your friend that made the invitation, I blame your influence

[personal profile] kuyamu 2017-05-07 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
Mm
It is a good tradition, but not an easy one


[ speaking of— ]

I am going to light lanterns
At the end of the week. For sending down the river


[ he means to invite Genji to join him, but he doesn't know how to say it. he's not even sure that it would be welcome; the anger and bitterness that was supposed to be directed at Hanzo all seems to be for the family instead, as far as Genji showed him the night of their confrontation, and he doesn't know if Genji still honours them.

their mother seems like a safe middle ground, but — he isn't even sure what to say there. 'we never visited her grave together and we should at least talk to her now'? it already hurts. feels like volunteering to pry his own heart out of his ribcage. ]

[personal profile] kuyamu 2017-05-08 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's a relief that Genji knew what he was trying to say. and although Hanzo is generally honest, sincerity in sentiment comes much more easily when he's drunk, when he thinks less about the words to use, because this time he adds— ]

Yes.
I wanted to talk to Mother
I think she would be cross if I showed up without you

[personal profile] kuyamu 2017-05-08 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
Then we will.

[ there's a pause, and then: ]

I mean it
If you wake me I will end you