[ All of air leaves Genji's lungs with a wheeze when his brother yells. And as he listens to him continue, his chest feels like it's about to cave in on itself.

His big brother still, still, wants to die. Genji's eyes prickle and he swallows hard. ] No.

[ His voice is even raspier, hoarse with grief. ] I am still selfish. If I killed you— then I would just be alone. [ Genji's silent for a beat, breath ragged as he gulps down air. ] I missed you. If you cannot believe anything else I have said to you, please believe that.