I am going to light lanterns At the end of the week. For sending down the river
[ he means to invite Genji to join him, but he doesn't know how to say it. he's not even sure that it would be welcome; the anger and bitterness that was supposed to be directed at Hanzo all seems to be for the family instead, as far as Genji showed him the night of their confrontation, and he doesn't know if Genji still honours them.
their mother seems like a safe middle ground, but — he isn't even sure what to say there. 'we never visited her grave together and we should at least talk to her now'? it already hurts. feels like volunteering to pry his own heart out of his ribcage. ]
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It is a good tradition, but not an easy one
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I am going to light lanterns
At the end of the week. For sending down the river
[ he means to invite Genji to join him, but he doesn't know how to say it. he's not even sure that it would be welcome; the anger and bitterness that was supposed to be directed at Hanzo all seems to be for the family instead, as far as Genji showed him the night of their confrontation, and he doesn't know if Genji still honours them.
their mother seems like a safe middle ground, but — he isn't even sure what to say there. 'we never visited her grave together and we should at least talk to her now'? it already hurts. feels like volunteering to pry his own heart out of his ribcage. ]